I knelt down to clean the little pond by the front door
and right there at the edge was a frog
looking straight up at me.
I paused.
It did not bolt away.
I knelt closer and said some things
about spring and welcoming
and appreciating its presence.
Then I reached out slowly
and touched its smooth forehead,
stroking it softly,
and we had a long moment of interspecies exchange.
Then I went back to cleaning the pond
and the frog went back to hiding close by.
Searching for a misplaced pump filter
I stretched my arm down to the bottom of the pond,
feeling around in the murky cold dark
and brushed up against a huge slippery frog leg.
Reaching for the net I scooped out
the biggest bullfrog I'd ever seen - dead -
eleven inches tip to toe.
Must have been the king of this spot
in charge - in place -
staying put through the winter.
But the rubber lining didn't allow for digging down in the mud
and life got colder and colder.
I laid the great grey luminous corpse in the woods under a bush.
Time to sink down truly now.
It's a new season with a new frog.
The old powers gone away.
Reaching down in the muddy depths.
Honoring what was found there.
Starting over fresh.
Wednesday, May 15, 2019
Sunday, February 10, 2019
Earth Boar banners
Each year I create banners for Sky Lake Meditation Center
for Tibetan New Year / Losar / Shambhala Day.
This year the celebration was on February 5th.
This year the celebration was on February 5th.
I begin by going on the internet to gather ideas
for the animal and element of the year.
Then I start to sketch out designs and play with the banner form.
for the animal and element of the year.
Then I start to sketch out designs and play with the banner form.
This year, 2019, is the Earth Boar / Earth Pig / Earth Sow year .
The banners measured 22" x 6' and were painted on an earthy red fabric.
The paint was sumi ink and white acrylic.
I started with ancient Chinese pictograms.
There is something so distilled and essential about these shapes.
There is something so distilled and essential about these shapes.
I combined the pictogram for Earth and Pig
so that they shared a common line in the center.
Next I let the letters stack and interact
using a contemporary form of the Medieval Uncial alphabet
that seemed to fit with the shape of pigs.
that seemed to fit with the shape of pigs.
The boar head became a decorative touch.
Then a lively italic script took charge
and the boar became mask-like and mysterious.
Here the numerals dominated
and created spaces and edges to play within.
Then some pigs showed up -
floating and connected by a thread of vertical letters.
And Earth Mountains appeared
with the boar and numerals becoming a kind of seal chop at the bottom.
And finally - leaping and running pigs.
May this year bring us all some enlivening wisdom
and steady perseverance !
and steady perseverance !








